review back my previous post.
im kind of a kiddo last year.
a man that told me someone may walk in my life and is around his age.
at first it was him.
after that i meet a person who i totally loved.
i tot that person will be the first that love me with lots of love and he will be the last one.
but i dint put much confident on it,
because he was a malay.
a muslim.
i cant be so selfish and just walk in a religion that my family totally will not agree with it.
yes.
things doesnt goes easy.
when i have a great life there will always have a great test for me and my partner.
yes, at last we broke up.
things change in a sudden.
of cause is all about money.
yes i admit i fall for him is because of his money at first.
but the main thing is i love him.
even thou he was something last time.
he betrayed his own life before.
but he change,yet he did change for me,at last he change for others.
no faith with the guy i love.
end of a story with he left with others.
after him.
i dint walk in a relation for a period.
no game.
just focus on working.
came a guy.
a totally special guy.
he had a age of the special guy who told me last time.
yes.
he love me like a baby.
a small baby.
but like lifes says.
as his age.
what he want is commitment n family.
yes.
i admit im too young for him.
and i dont want any commitment in my life right now.
i have nothing.
i dont want to get hurt.
and yet he knew it.
i rejected him from his propose.
yes.
this guy propose to me.
the first time in my life i dint experience before.
i knew this will happen but i dint expect it happen so sudden and so soon.
my relation with this guy just a very short period.
today
i found out i did a correct decision.
i left him
he hide alot of things behind me.
even thou his friend as well.
luckily is not the time he came.
this year.
my life totally stuck in stupid love story.
i remember.
last year.
i confess my feeling to a guy that was my classmate before.
but get rejected.
is a huge joke.
yet now stuck with a stupid situation.
i just need an answer.
i dont want any commitment
i want my normal life back.
i know im not a kiddo now.
i dont want to waste my time
i want to do things i want to
this is the life i want it right now.
THANKS FOR ALL THE GUYS OUT THERE WHO HURTS ME ALOT.BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS I LEARNT ALOT.NOT TO CRY FOR ANYONE.NOT WORTH IT AT ALL!
