没有止痛药的痛~

我不知道为什么~

我身边的人都那么幸运~

都能找到一个有用的男朋友~

我？

却得到一个废物！

我真的很不明白~

我可以为了他做那么多东西~

可是他却无动于是那样~

一点都不会为了而着想~

很辛苦啊~

昨天为了这个吵架~

我真的受不了了~

心很痛~

走了一个他~

留了个没有的他~

我真的很没用！

牵肠挂肚~

换来了~

千肠万断！

这种没有止痛药的痛~

我忍受不下了~

这口气~

这份怨~

我受不起~

等待~可有可无的感情 迷失了方向 还能够继续吗

为你哭~我认为是很傻的事 但我认为 是幸福的事

失去你~我认识了不少伤心情歌

回忆里~只有你的画面 深知道 时间不能倒流 只求能够给我一个乱了数字的 闹钟

我想这就是所谓爱的代价

没有人多潇洒

我不必逼自己离开他

别去管别人怎么看说你是傻瓜

问问自己 快乐吗...

曾经那样真心

与你聊不完的曾经

而我已经分不清

你是友情 还是错过的爱情

他的每句话~感动了~

牵肠挂肚无人知

心中有苦说不出

借由心生爱意才会伤的深

爱看起来简单

但要经得起时间于岁月的考验

真是位网友告诉我的

我真的想不起来

我有告诉他吗？

好像有

很谢谢他的关心

我看他应该没读什么书吧

可是可以让我感动的是他的真心

很谢谢他~

李志艺~

就是他。。

我爱的他。。

昨晚半夜。。

离开了我。。

偷偷地离开我。。

为什么？

我做错了什么吗？

你怎么骗我！！

骗我说你去sarawak

我要你啊！！！！

你回来啊！！！

李志艺！！！

你跟我回来啊！！！！

我会等你的~

我真的爱你的！！

你知道吗？？？？

你感受到吗？？？

比比 啊！！！！

你感受到我吗？？

我需要你~

我爱你啊~~

我不会离开你的！！！！！！

你怎么不信息我~

不告诉我你会离开我~

你告诉我啊！！！

比比~我真的爱你了~~

我真的爱你~

你知道吗？

回来！！！

联络我！！！！

我爱你~

游戏玩得很无奈~

游戏跟现实当中需要一样吗？

我不觉得。。

游戏是虚拟的。。

能人很吗？

可以相信吗？

是不能相信的。。

不过。。

相同是。。

现实的和游戏里。。

都会有人出卖你！！

骗子一大堆。。

我还在想。。

那个人口口声声说我玩感情的。。

可是他没想到。。

现实生活中。。

他自己有女朋友。。

可是还是在游戏里找女生。。

这是可悲？

还是可笑啊？？

我伤心的是我被全部人误会。。

玩游戏可以玩到这样。。

过分！！

他妈的！！！！

见他的一天~

我今天超开心的~

今天见我的有缘无分的男朋友~

好像外遇哦~

我一直一直都很想抱他~

我真的很想说我爱他~

我问了他~

都不懂是不是真的~

我去看了电影~

超赞的！！！

DIARY OF THE WHIMPY KIDS

超好笑的咯~

100分我给他100分啊~

当然还有~

他亲我~

真的真的很爱他~

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song [Official Video]

lime colour glass~

today i went to renew my ic~
there is no ppl n very fast i GAO DIM my ic~

but need to collect after 2 week~

cant wit lar~

after class me n my frens went t eat MCD n get a lime colour glass~

so so sharp colour~

& i saw KAH HING~

seem he think he see me b4~

of co he saw my b4~

but he cant recognize me lar~

he is popular~

tats y he cant recognize~

never mind~

i went there not bcoz of him is bocz of my lime colour glass~

lol~

after MCD~

we went to SECRET RECIPE & buy cake for CHI CHI~

HAPPY BURFDEI CHI CHI!!!!

& of coz for myself~

YUM~YUM~

a raspberry cheeze cake & durian cheeze cake~

damn nice man!!

i post the video later is BRONO MARS -LAZY SONG~

i like tat song so much~

especially the yeah yeah yeah part~

haha~

烂叫lecturer!

今天我真的很肚烂那个lecturer。。

偏心到烂叫酱。。。

可以直接对着另外一半的人上课而已。。

几百！！！

我们有没有做错事。。

也没有不听课。。

为什么他要这样对我们。。

如果说我们没听课。。

一直讲话就说你不想教。。

可是我们都乖乖的。。

你怎么可以这样！！

他妈的！！！

这第3学期快弄到我要疯掉了。。

头又痛！

神经又紧张！几百！！！！

我受够了！！！！

帮人~

今天真是个好天~

原来老天爷真的有在看的~

好人是有好报的~

今天~

我刚到KL SENTRAL 不久就看到有盲人要进去~

看得出来他不是很熟悉那个地方~

那我又刚好走他后面~

本来想说不用理他的~

可是过不了自己那关~

那就带他进去咯~

那走到里面就看到我要等的巴士排长龙~

那我就想说我带那位盲人到手扶梯我才去排队~

因为不想站那么久~

那我的任务完成了我就去排队咯~

也排蛮后面的~

想说等下一辆的巴士就能坐~

第一辆巴士来的时候~

前面排了一位我学院的学生~

她就把我叫了过去~

刚开始还以为他要问我什么~

可是不是~

她让我拍他的前面~

她问我~

你刚才是不是帮盲人？

我看到了~

你拍我的前面吧~

你先上~

真的好开心哦~

也很谢谢她~

所以说~

好心是有好报的！！

不要那么自私~

你帮你别人~

别人是看得见的~

他们会尊重你的~~！！！

people tat can b respect and people should not get respect from anybody

today was a tired day too..

non a day is not tired..

taday i damn fucking hate those people tat not Q-ing up..

damn..people is waittng in the line but u shitty head go and cut the Q..

wat the fuck man..

u think u r MENTERI mie~

somemore want to make face..

FUCK OFF la..

today at last i get my MCD coca cola cup..

its pink in colour~

now i gt a black 1 and a pink 1..

on the way back home..

i saw a pretty blind gal..

i try to think...

she is wearing a red baju kebaya..is very matching..

but she is blind and how she match it?

i dun think her family can know her taste tat well...

i salute to her..

take care blind peoples..

english?malay?

In this sem3..i damn hate going to collage..

& im not clear bout my class is ENGLISH medium or MALAY medium..

about this question i had ask for 3 semester..

am i going to be like that n dunno how to speak english anymore?

im sooo sorry bout it...

NO WAY!

i damn fucking hate them..

why?

if thery really cant understand english..

there are 2 classes of MALAY medium class..

WHY don't they go those classes..

they are WASTING my TIME..

SHIT!

because of them my lectures are going slow..

cant they juz REALIZE that they are wasting time..

& please..

our lectures is juz for aa short 4 hours..

how we are going to finnish our subjects..

everytime need the lecturer repeat & repeat talking the same thing n yet all of u can't understand..

u all are LOW STANDARD!

luckily except ME!

gt the way out of this class lar~!

wasting my time..

FUCK!

tired day~

today damn tired..

yesterday din even sleep..

ju now i juz format the time...

as long as i wrote tis blog the time is wrong==

so sorry for the inconvineace..

dont blame me..

IM BLUR..

need to get rest now..

i cant stand for it d~

cant sleep~

3:31am

what is the time now??

i cant believe i stand till now since i din hav my afternoon nap...

im insane..

game game game~

chating chating chating...

OH MY GOD..

gone crazy d~

since i need to wake up at 5.30 to wake up my another dear dear..

so no sleep tonite...

later can sleep..

*giggling*

continue play game!!!!!!

damn fucking hate MALAYS..

they said deal for the phone but still dun want to pay..

there is more then 1 week d...i hav no money for 1 week d..

shit bithces...

thats not a big amount...

cant they juz pay it..

fuck them!

study!!!!

now is 3.12pm

sitting on my study desk...

dunno wat to do now~

on9-ing,play game..

try to study but cant really focus..

then i realize im hungry..

heading to the kitchen to make cup of hot chocolate..

YUM~YUM~

恐怖的梦

今天早上起来，

我还真的搞不清楚状况。。

昨晚我到底发了什么梦？

我梦到我即将被送进监牢。。

怎么了？

进监牢？？！！

不可能！我怎么会进监牢啊？

我有没做错什么事。。

好害怕哦~

梦里面是我曾经见过的CI。。

他带我去看我监牢里面的房间。。

房间里面有3张床。。

有3个人。。

我的床是中间的。。

可是床上还有人啊。。

怎么可能是我的？

可是那个人看到我的时候就让位。。

这个人到底是谁啊？

他的脸很恐怖。。

烂烂的。。

黑黑的。。

过后那个CI就到我去看厕所。。。

出到房间门就是死人房。。

好恐怖！！

走过一个走廊。。

转个弯。。再直走就是厕所。。

还没到厕所前就是停尸间。。

他妈的够恐怖！！

怎么我会发这个梦啊。。>..<

我真的好怕！

还好还没经过停尸间我的男朋友就打来吵醒我。。

还好还有他。。

不然我真的不懂会再看到什么。。

整个梦好累好累。。

我没有办法放抗不进去。。

就是一直走一直走。。就这样进了去。。

到底怎么了？

我会发生什么事吗？

我还记得这个梦。。。

我很想看医生。。

我真的很怕。。

Today i went to MC to attend the gathering of nursing day..

damn boring~

n unfortunenately i saw Kay & Daus..

i really really want to tell him i still love him~

if not that decision tat he did..

i wont leave him..

for sure~i wont leave him~

after that i went to PBD wit QiQi to settle some things..

& at there i know~the one who loves me is my BF..

he came to pick me up whenever where or when..

i need to love him more~

he is worth to love~

ILYSM ZAM~

having a movie and enjoy the rain~at last..SICK

yeah~the 1st pic was my BF..

ok the second 1 is a movie ticket..

yesterday i watch fast & furious wit my BF

the story line is good..

i recommended it 3.5 ☆ ..

not bad..but it was above 18 movie..

but i dun think is a above 18 movie..

nothing horror..

nothing bloody..

& no bad words..is a good movie..

all is about a criminer ran away n the plan to get BIG money~

but they are not doing things bad..they take revenge to a bad guy~

good movie good movie~

n b4 movie i had my Taiwan chicken chop with rice..

i really like tat..is delicious~

after the movie..

time want to get back home..

there's heavy rain..

im all wet & now im having a flu..==

how can be so weak..

just a rain & i fall sick...

that means im a weak girl la...

happy bcoz im sick..

today is Nursing Day tat my shitty collage brings up..

now im still thinking wanted to go anot..

even though i dunno whether they take attendance or not..

IM SICK~

MY 1ST LARGE PARCEL

Yesterdy is too tired n straight away fall asleep~

tak sepat want to updated my blog already fall asleep~*oink..oink*

Ya!i wanted tell you all im very happy~

yerterday my boyfren came down KL and accompany me the whole afternoon~

n we decided to go out today~!

yerterday i had received my 1st large parcel~

a large 1~

these photos are the parcel i collect at SKYNET

& the process of unpacking~

yes~at last u can saw my little mickey with a smiley on his face~

actually tat mickey is in black..

there was a protective cover given~

so i use it lar~~!

lol~

like it so~ much~ <3

我的家事

昨天晚上真的是个噩梦。。

一直以来我不想要发生的事发生了。。

我恨这个家。。

我恨这个社会。。

我恨人的自私。。

我恨所有的一切一切。。

今天早上，

我和我妈妈吵架。。

吵得好凶。。

我就自己打算去搭德士。。

眼看妈妈的车来了。。

妈咪的车停在我的面前。。

我还是上了德士。。

我是不孝吗？

不是。。

我是不能接受这一切所发生的东西。。

前一天的晚上。。

害怕

紧张

压力

仇恨

心痛

心碎

伤痛

眼泪

一一出现在我身上。。

我还想寻死。。

可是我真的真的没这个勇气。。

真没胆量。。

哭了一整个晚上。。

头很痛。。

今天根本就不能专心上课。。

心里一直一直想着昨晚所发生的事。。

憎恨

这个字在我和妈妈的之间。。

我恨我妈妈了。。

我妈妈背叛我。。

我真的很想把她杀了。。

也是没那个勇气。。

真没用。。

我恨我自己。。

我恨我自己为什么没有好好保护我妈妈。。

我妈跟我说了一句，

“我要干什么。。轮不到你管。。”

我说，

“如果你不是我妈妈。。我早就不管你了！”

眼泪哗啦哗啦的流了下来。。

可是我这的不能接受。。

不能接受我妈妈是这样的。。

这不是我妈妈。。

那个坏人把我妈妈给洗脑了。。

我以前的妈妈不见了。。

最后，

我想说，

“我要回我以前的妈妈~”

OUTINGZZ~~~

having fun at midvalley~on wesak day~~

wow~big butt~
soh jia~~make up by me~
pirate ship~

the theme is my phone~
ng jun jun~~
QIQI~
4 of us lar~in toilet~

i like tis most~~^^

SHE WAS A BITCH!

为设么我身边的人都那么贱的啊？

中学时代的朋友。。

在外面，见到面不打招呼。。

还想假装看不见。。

他妈的。。

真的很想屌她。。。

在家里！

更夸张。。

还有人大摇大摆的在家做爱！

这些人不死都不能啊。。

我真的不想呆在这间家。。

这不是我的家。。

我应该是孤儿。。

我没有家人！

我恨我的家人！

她很肮脏！！！

M7U BOY FREN

i realize i hav a useless boy fren...

damn useless..

no money no card no car no IQ

anything thing oso dun hav..

wat the fuck?

did i owe him?

y i hav to pay for anything i went out wit him?

didn't he feel shameful?

pity him..

useless guy~

WART A SHITTY SEM3~

i really hav a shitty dayS all along this sem3..

dunno y~

not yet went in sem3 sumbody juz make me insane~

actually i dunno how i can survive until now~

today is damn shitty day i hav been..

eh!u all are adults lar..

pls la!act like an adult ok?orang dewasa...orang besar..understand!!??

wat if i dun like to pay u cant force..

i absent is my problem la..

i din giv u all problem oso..

wat for u say im a babi?

u are a babi!

*tuuttt*why ur calling urself pig??

pity you~*innocent face*

damn..a week tat is out of money..>..<..

how im going to survive??

is tat a task for me??

no way!!?

tomorrow i wanted to eat japanese food lar~

subway lar~

MCD lar~

alot alot of things i wanna eat..

*giggling*

dunno whether tomorrow i can achieve my wish list anot..

hope so~

JUST A DREAM-SAM TSUI & CHRISTINA GRIMME

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes
it was only just a dream...

travel back
down that road
Will come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through your hair

My love of my life, My baby, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back
Down that road
Will come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

ridin' man I swear I see your face at every turn
Trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope she know that she the only one I yearn for


More and more, I miss her, when will I learn?
Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now i'm in the club thinking all about you baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
And now I'm wishin' tat you pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back
Down that road
Will he come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back
Down that road
Will he come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream...

i found tis song at youtube..

juz fall in love in it~

Sam tsui & Chritina grimme is so talented..

love it so much~ <3

过去的事就让它过去~

今天~是新的开始！

thing's tat happen juz let it be~

today~it was my big day!