yes its for u

excuse me girl...can u juz stop act like a stupid..
u me or others chinese soooo damn embarrassing..
bringing bf to the hospital lar..lazy la..blur blur la..ppl ask question oso cant answer la..anything cannot do well lar..
wat the hell la..
did u realize ur fucking embarrassing me or chinese?
if u din realize i tell u now..
today my own clinical instructor told me tat her partner tat means ur own clinikal instructor said tat u cant work anything..anything dunno anything dun wanna to try..
soooo fucking lazy..
i juz told back my own clinical instructor n say dun compare me wit u..is so fucking embarrassing..
shit la u..better u go far far away la..stop embarrassing me or the other chinese lar..

lonely christmas 2011

i expected a wrong thing..
very very wrong thing..
i tot tat the 1st thing he came back is wanted to meet me n bring me out..
but no..
the 1st thing he came back he wanted to take back his motor..
n started to blame me tat i din gt my lesen n dun wan to send back his motor..
i juz wanted to tell even thou i gt my lesen..
did u think i really can ride the motor to ur place?
did u realize tat im not tat good in ridding a bike?
in ur mind is juz want back ur bike..
u din even think about it tat izzit safe tat i ride the bike to ur place?
summore is at night..
ur expectation too high tat i can juz ride a bike to cheras by my own..
i wanted to tell..
im not really good in riding a bike..
tat day i nearly gt an accident n u din even ask how was i on tat day..
yesterday night..
CHRISTMAS EVE n u juz left me alone..
even today..
today is CHIRSTMAS..
i have a lonely CHRISTMAS is because of u..
ALL OF IT IS JUZ BECAUSE OF YOU!!!
u know wat..i give up~

自以为很大方

其实你说不说我也不想逼自己做我不想做的东西。。
大概是我在用错了系铃人终须解铃人的态度吧。。
当下情况只是想静一静。。
好好地做我想做的东西。。
根本不需要管别人的眼光。。
因为你们都不是我的对手。。
呵呵~^^
当时你应该感谢我吧。。
不然连“正常”和“脚”你也分不清啦~

其实我一直以为。。
厚脸皮才会有朋友。。
我发觉到不是。。
其实厚脸皮换来什么都没有。。
有啦。。
换来疲倦。。

当我我还记得。。
有位朋友问我为什么不喜欢那个胖子。。
我说了出来。。
他竟然说我现实。。
可是那个是事实。。
好了。。
现在，我发现。。
不止是我一个那么现实的。。
其他的人也比我更现实。。

自己一个人也没什么不好。。
至少可以做我自己想做的东西。。
我只是很不希望有人在我背后说些什么东西。。

我也不期望你的原谅。。
应为你多我点好处也没有啊。。
我还需要做什么其他的来希望你原谅吗？
不需要啦~^^
我开心就好。。
说实在。。那如意油我实在顶不顺。。
太臭了。。
不是我想好好的上一节课。。
我也不会想做你的旁边~
哈哈哈哈哈哈~

my heart feel weird when i saw him

is there anything can make my heart cram once when i saw him once?bit suffer la..cant stand it for everytime my heart does like tat..more than a year i cant let it go...damn it!

Rihanna Medley!! (ft. Matisse)

i ride motorbike!!!!

wakakaka...at last i know how to ride a bike..i mean motorbike of coz...hehe..i feel so ashame wit some chinese guys tat dunno how to ride a motorbike~i tot guys ride a motorbike more handsome den a car...expensive cars...hehe..yalar la..ofcoz lots of them disagree coz ride a bike may gt wet in the rain..but is 100% romantik lar..kakakak!!!

I feel so happy..

yesterday,

i went to genting highland wit my BF..

early in the morning..

we went to mamak stall hav out breakfast..

n then we went to kl sentral..

after tat we buy a ticket..

we went up to genting..

it was raining..

but luckily..

afternoon rain stops..

i we start our game!!

1st we ride spinning..

woowww...

sooo dizzy....

2nd we ride pirate boat..

3rd we rided the roller coaster..

OMG!!

we sit the front sit..

omg!!!

soooooo fast n wow!!!

hahahaha..i like it!!!

n then we walk around n we ride the dragon 1...

it hits my ribs la..sooo pain...

tooo small for me..hmmm

we ride the boat too..soo tired...

last we play some small game i i gt my little pink seahorse~

sooo love it~

tis was the end of my diary for yesterday~~

YAEH!!!!

learn many words today

i had learn these words today
~disapointed
-saddened by the failure of an expectation
~sad
- Affected or characterized by sorrow or unhappiness
~mistrust
-Lack of trust or confidence arising from suspicion
~annoying
-Causing vexation or irritation; troublesome
all of this really irritating me..how can i just get rid of it...

tension~!

thats a long time i dint came here..kinda miss here & miss someone~

2day was the y3rd da of my sem3..

i dont meant to hate my collage..

but my collage is SUCKS!!!!

class room SUCKS~

toilet SUCKS~

officer SUCKS~

WHOLE COLLAGE IS DAMN FXXX SUCKS!!!

about my business...

omg~~

im thinking tat anyproblem wit my inbox or really no ppl came & buy my lens?

and is bout whole month..

juz a person came to me n juz buy 1 pair..

argghhhh!!!

tension all along!!!

dunno whether i can take it anot..

try to give up anything..

tooo tired...

tooo lazy~

help me pls~~

ther hav been a whole week..

no business at all...

kind of depress lar...

sad sad~

my 1st business

today im have a very good mood altough there was load of things i haven study yet..
but i had success to work on my new business...
okay..
im selling contact lens..
anyone who interested with it juz add my facebook n check out for nice lenses & very easy..inbos me..i will tell you wat to do!!!
here was the link..
but unfortunately now is juz for ppl who stays in MALAYSIA..
soooo sorry guys~
i will put more affort to make it outstation..thks!! <3

click this link!!!!
http://www.facebook.com/canberrylensshop


i need lots lots of support...help me out..thks..love you guys~

Perfect Two Music Lyrics Video

new tought new life

hye hye guys~
im back again..
i wanted to share some good news..
1st i hav an idea to make a business like looks like it will work..
2nd is,i had become an agent for contact lenses..
anybody who lives in MALAYSIA tat can order lens from me..
later i will come up my new facebook webside for contact lens and fans page if i can manage it..
i need loads loads of support..
pls~~guys~support me..if i did it successfully i will expand it outstation..
so i need u guys to help me..
later i will put a link on my blog..
and tutorials of wearing contact lens for newbies~
if any request~
pls pls~~help me orait?
thks~~!!!

danny

sooo sorry o let u guys wait for me to update my blog..
ok,
1st thing i wanted to tell is~
im free!!
free away from that stupid pig..
wooohooooo!!celebrate!!
2nd thing is~
at last i meet DANNY!!!
OMG~
he was soooo cute~~
soooo chubby arrrr~~
muah muah muah for him~
he was so talented..
piano , violin , guitar nothing looks hard for him...
but the sad thing is..
he was leaving to France..
to take a master~
A MASTER!!!!!!!
goshh..how old is him?
he was juz 21..
how can be soo clever?
but he is leaving..
how im going to be?
after he left me how im going to be?
i miss him..
he said tat he will bring me over there tooo
do u guys think is that possible?
i will miss him sooo much...
we have a wonderful nite together last last nite..
now he is in Seremban i think~
i hope he will be fine...
pls~
GOD BLESS HIM~
& i wanted to tell him
I LOVE HIM~
he told me that he loves me too but i dunno whether it is true or not..
aiiissshhhh!!!
what im doing now...
fall in love wit him?
a bit bit of insane...
OMG!!!
can he juz dun leave me?
i feel like i need him..
HOW!!!!
insane insane insane!!!
should i text him by myself or wait him to contact me?
if i contact him everytime will he be thinking somthing else?
arrggghhhH!!!!!
i need to stop thinking him isn't it?
but i cant...
everything he told me tat nite is it true...
i wish it will be true larrrrr~
pls~~!!!

leaving to langkawi again

OMG!!guess wat?
im still alive..
wats the time now?
is around 6a.m
cant really fall aslepp..
but im very tired...
tired of everything~
argh!!!!!
ok nvm..
guys..i post tis is becoz im going to leave my home sweet home again tis evening..
my flight is around 7.40 sumthing,cant really remember..
but nvm..i will be BACK!
guys~
wait me~~
i will be MISSING u guys~
lurve ya!!

smoky eyes

at last i upload my photo last nite~

im trying new style of make up...

starting to use eye shadow~

actually im not tat professional..

but i kinda  can accept my new look..

this wa the 1st time i do smoky eyes & put on bottom eye lashes..

like it? =)

wish u all like it..

& leave some comment ok?^^

eye bit bit red bcoz i poke my eye with the eye shadow brush~

look sweet??

big eyes?no..i din do any edit on it~

look sooo sleepy~

how bout this?

juz try to look how long was the lashes~

im prepare!!compare it with tis before makeup photo!

i wanted to tell u guys~gal who are brave enough tat will only put their non-makeup photo~

tat means~~~~

IM A BRAVE GIRL!!!!!

wish you all guys like my 1st time smoky eyes look~

delicious food & unique dressing~

these two days im very tired to update my blog.

&i cant juz stop playing my new game.

MAPLESTORY ADVENTURES..

i like tis game..is cute~

orait back to my topic..

last 2days i went out wit my hubby~cute hubby~

i bought him to a Japanese restaurant..

oh my~i found out some new recipe..

is delicious...

as you can see the picture..

this is HOKAIDO CAWANMUSHI~

can you see the scallop..

is large & delicious!!

n the eggs on it..

i can feel the dignity of having this cup of cawanmushi...

under the scallop was crab meat..nit the crab stick..is CRAB MEAT!

is very sweet..

as you can see the stalk on it..is form of jelly.. 

i dunno whether the stalk should be cold or its cold already?

but nevermind..the steamegg underneath was steamy hot..

yum~~yum~~it was fantastic..

star rating:★★★★☆

4 stars!!!high score!

ok..this was the second new product is ZANMAI

these are HOKAIDO ROLL..

i think is called something like this..

cant really remember..

there was different flavour..i mean those things on top the roll..

is super yummy~

i like it soooo much..but not the cucumber..

inside the roll was some crispy things..

it juz like fried flour?

chrispy~

the most special 1 is that 1 1st tat start on the right..

yes..kinda brownish thing..

ok let me describe..

it was fish n sourplum pamalow~

actually i dunno how to spell it..

ok..juz read like that..

abit sweet n bit taste like citrus skin..

quite refreshing..

i like it...

star rating:★★★★★

5 stars!!!

ofcoz 5 stars~my favorite ~~

 

yes..he is my hubby~cute hubby~~

oh my~ wat he is holding??

yes~BABY OCTOBUS~

he is eating baby~~octobus~

he like tis too..he rate it as :★★★★☆

4stars too..wow~~~

these are my favourite too..

each i rate it as :★★★☆☆½

3½  stars~~not bad marrr~~~

ORAIT!!THESE WAS ANOTHER CHAPTER OF STORY~

HARI RAYA HARI KELIMA~~~

yea~still i went out wit my hubby~~

1st we went to TIMESQUARE

den we go to PERTAMA

at last we took picture at 1UTAMA~

yea..you are rite..im wearing my BAJU KURUNG!!!

the 1st pic make me look soooo fat..

not me..

the photographer lar~~~

we went to 1UTAMA is bcoz of my frens drum show lar~

juz finnish watch my frens drum show~

smile =)

abitbot blur lar~~

did i look slimmer?

hmmmmm...these angle will be ok??

ignore my hair style PLZZZZ!!

drum show of coz hav drums lar~

this we took at the bowling place~

of coz tat day we had watch drum show..

stupid dancing show..

the most important is we watch   SMURF!!!!!

SMURF i give a star rate is:★★★★★

5 STARS!!!!

this is definately 5 stars lar..

3D summore~

worth it mehhh~~~

Happy Feet 2 - Official Teaser Trailer [HD]

come on..tis was the movie im waiting for~~

is come up on 17 novenburr 2011~~~~

i cant wait for it!!!come on!!!move it~!

The Smurfs Movie Trailer 2 Official (HD)

i was very recommend this movie...

especially in 3D!!!

i watch it juz now in cinema..

omg~it was amazing~~

there was funny,cute,excited,touch,happy ending in it!!!

the star rating is~~~~~

★★★★☆

there was a high score of 4 stars!!!!!!

see..i recommended it..GO WATCH IT!!!!!

juz update my blog..

bit lazy these few days~

orait..

on tuesday..i went out wit a big fat pig..>..<

went to watch my fren drum show at oneutama..

yes..is bit far..but i had promise them..so i went there wit these useless big fat ugly pig..

n i bought my sticky~~

i bought 1 mix rock & grape~~

yum~yum~~

respect me!

haiya~dunno why ar..this morning my stomach pain like hell..

mayb was the steamboat last nie..

coz mama oso having diarrhea~

tis morning suddenly i remember sumthing..

tats sum1 say:i help u play lar..ur drum sooo stuck..

i say:no need..i hav long time din play d..wat u expect..

actually i wanted to say..

EH!DUN U REMEMBER WHO TEACH U THE DRUM?IZZIT ME?YES!IS ME!Y U TALK TO ME LIKE TIS?CAN U JUZ RESPECT PPL TAT TOUGHT U THIS IDIOT!!!

ok..this was juz a small case..

i hate her is becoz wat she said..

i ask:who won this year elton club?

she say:i won all..

now i wont giv face..

i said:oh!u won all?u know why?becoz im not there..if im there u wont hav tis chance bitch!

i recomended~

yes..juz now i went to midvally to have my favourite food..JAPANESE FOOD!!

i wanted to recomend sum sushi~is very delicious~LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH~

1st..this is fried oyster roll...cant really remember its name...but it taste is damn good..juz 1 bite u fall for it~

the second one is avocado spider roll..spider roll is solf shell crab..soo..wats more?is yum yum yummy~!!they add a small piece of fried chip on it..OH MY GOD!!i scream for it!!!ar!!!!!!!!

after food of coz shopping lar~

LASENZA~imported brand?*i think~hehhe..

there was a promotion now~

cotton bras~

buy 2 free 1..

each bra cost rm79

so tat means 3 bras for rm 158!!!

nice shape~

nice design~

nice texture~

omg~i fall for it too..

later im going to pick some sexy panties or cute panties~

sexy panties is 3 for rm99

another one is 5 for rm89

is tat cheap??

fall for it~ fall for it~

hehehe~

1st time i gt a push up bra~

feel like want to act like i have big boobs~

hahahhaha!!

theres a bute tag behind the bra~ i <3 cotton~
this bra is full black & a cute tiny little heart shape in the middle of the bra~
oppsss~show sumthing more~actually is the push up thingy~
cute black ribbon~
this kind of lace ribbon..very solf..love it soooo much~sexy~

gathering~

i came back from my primary school gathering..

feel happy & very tired..

i met back my long time no see de primary frenz..

oh my god!CHOONG SHIN YIP wat happen too u??

y u grow so large d ar??

scare me man!

ok nvm...

1 of the interested topic is..

all of them say i hav chance go wit sumbody~

of coz tat sumbody kept quite...

i juz say:i think juz a little bit chance oni gua~

important thing is..

my mind is thinking..

not bcoz im going to reject sumbody,

is bcoz mayb tat sumbody is having sum1 in his mind or heart??

how i know~

im not a phycologist man!

im juz a nurse~

im feel soo sweet is bcoz..

my house is very near to the place tat i went juz now...

but dunno y i still went on a car..

instead walk back home but i want sumbody to send me back..

sum1 say:wah!ur house is near..y dun u juz walk back leh?

den i only realize..yes..y i dun juz walk back home??

& sumbody say:a girl nvm ..yet is a pretty girl..

sum1:wow~~

i say:hahahahha...

my mind say:izit real?or he juz kidding...hahhahaa

can he b clear wit it..

i wanted to know it~

dun make me confuse orait?

the next thing is..

if sumbody is still using the name tat i gave him...

wat was he thinking?

he still love me?

i think no..

he still remember me?

erm...mayb?

he like this name?

ermmmm....yes???

he use this name juz for acting cool bcoz of having a english name?

i dunno~

wat will he react when i remind him of his name tat i gave him?

i think he will straight away change his name..*sob*

will he fall for me again?

i dun think so..if he will he wont leave me..

will i fall for him?

yes i will..but it cant be...

actually i hav loads of feeling wit him?why cant he gave me a chance to start all over again?

am i not good?

yes..

im ugly?

yes..

im stupid?

defenitely!

now my heart tell me tat i love him..really really love him~

i want to dedicate a song~fall for you-secondhand serenade

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Do not c this post if u are in frustration mood haha

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baju raya 2011

my favourite dress....my new baju raya lor~~~

izzit nice n cute~

photo of sem2 langkawi posting~

1st time take air asia plane~

actually tis was the picture tat i take when i arrive LANGKAWI~

see me fly~

neh~

yes~im drinking~

yum~yum~

both of us drink~

yeah!!

see domo wearing my hot pants~soooo cute nie~

my shirt abit burst~blekk~

drink & drunk~

yes~drunk~i cant really drink~

hmmm~

fly~like an eagle~

sunny day~hot but winddy~

CENANG BEACH

Jun try to lick wat??

im the tallest~

finding some shells wit crabs in~

saw it?yes~its tiny~

two big head & a tiny shell~

torny shell DUDE!

SAW IT??!!

cute pakcik tat stay in LANGKAPURI wit large ears~sooo cute nie~

act cool?

remind me some sweet memories~

*tiiing~~

arrrr~

dunno y this picture bcome like tis~but i really look sucks in it~

night flight i take going back to KUALA LUMPUR from LANGKAWI~